Tuesday, January 02, 2007 @ 2:54 PM

HAPPY NEW YEAR !
do you noe wad it means wonderful year without happy ending ?
means that everything goes well from the beginning of the year.
but suddenly NEW YEAR came everything came out not expectedly! :(
first was jeremy and rebecca.
& now was my father in the hospital.
& whatever i asked rebecca she jus dun wan to tell me.
is this call friends ?
i think is enemy ba !
i just hope that next year will be a better year.
everything will goes well.
but if everything goes well this is not life !...
at least give me a wonderful and happy ending.
just knew two frens & and i realised i kept going out with them.
& i simply forgot about elaine and rebecca.
I'M VERY SORRY !
eventough you all didnt realised it.
but if i was in your shoes maybe i feel that :
ALAMAK ! agnes kept goin out with them. SIAN LAR.
& NOW !
i should get back to reality now.
lead a good example for my junior.
& i realised i spent lots of money during hoilday.
from now i will start saving up.
most importantly stop thinking or dreaming in my own land.
all i need is to get back to my ownself.
& i NEED TIME !
& i simply forgot how to face a teacher.
and how to talk to teacher.
and how to talk to my friends.
and...and...and !
ARGH ! STRUGGLING NON-STOP.
i felt that i am a sec one kid.
HAHAHA !
how am i going back to my ownself !
and i forgot how i shouted in class.
how i scold my friends.
but this is good.
at least during hoilday i learn not to scold pple.
by right is not learn
is jus that i have no one to scold home.
do you want me to scold my sis or my mum.
NOT POSSIBLE AT ALL !
from now on i am going to upload some of my foto to here.
but not all.
as pple had complain to me that they cant read my post.
i am doing this to you all and me.
cos sometimes i oso have such problem.
hahaha !
tis' the way
soul searching
SAY HI TO ME.
I'M harmless.
Come with me and you will never goes wrong.
I always do self-proclaim, so you get what i mean?
DON'T DESOLATE ME.
DO PERKED ME.
DON'T PONDER, ASK ME WHAT YOU WANT.
REMEMBER MY NAME. MY BIRTHDAY.
I'M THE DEVIL.
"Work hard to achieve, don't procrastinate!"