STOP PROCRASTINATING!

i need more brains to think with me..
as the teachers were saying that we will going to be the first neighbourhood school to win..
my heart was like beating very fast..
the higher the expectation.. the more we think we cannot..
everything goes slowly...but the time goes so fast..
and we found out that we have not enough time..
one more week we are going for the compeitition..
and why is everybody slacking..
i asked them ,
don't u feel scared when the compeitition is coming..
they told me i'm not scared at all..
and what if the structure and the acting part did not come out while ?
nevermind just go for it..
let nature takes it own course...
are you all depending on me ?

my heart never ever appear a winning..
and i don't feel like winning..
but why is my mind thinking of winning..
i don't know..
lots of question came to my mind..
i used the whole bus trip to think...
but i still can't find out the solution..
who to ask ?
i don't think anybody can gif me the answer..
only me can tell myself the answer..
but what is the answer ?
I DON'T KNOW !

if i am not the leader..
who will be the one leading the group ?
will that leader do a better job ?
what if i just stand at a side looking at them and do nothing ?
what will happened to the group ?
what if i didnt scold them ?
will they do a better job ?
did i spoil the whole team spirit ?
why am i argueing with my best friend over a small matter ?
and make both of us angry..?
will it be better if i control my temper ?
but how ?
maybe this will be a very good lesson to learn..
after all i hope that we could enjoy the whole journey that we had experience..
and i found out that the more i think question will kept appearing in my mind..

is this stress ?
i don't know ?!
i don't know what is stress !
i have no idea of what is stress...
i hope they will cooperate with me for just a few more day..
and of course tolerate all the nagging and scolding from me..
lets just do whatever we can..
AND GO FOR IT..
if GOD wants us to make through..
we will definitely can make it..
we have put lots of hard work in it...
almost everyday we stay back..
and they can see it with their eyes...
but of course i wish that the whole team can stay back together..
and i hope mr teo will not gif them less marks because they didnt come..
maybe they just not interested in this..
and we can't possible force them to come..

more and more exciting things waiting for me..
can't wait anymore..