Saturday, March 10, 2007 @ 11:18 AM
JUST ONE SECOND...while i was crossing the road outside whitesands early in the morning..a cyclist cycle pass me..& the next second ''BANG''...i look back he was on the floor...this was so shocking...i stand there blindly looking at an uncle running to help him..that second i felt myself so useless..i really don't know what to do..& i just walk away...this is how useless i am...
i think the only think i know is 'CRY'...
but i thought through...i could have block his way..& he was save..and is just the one second fault..one second can kill someone..TIME is so precious...the whole morning my mind kept appearing that scene and that sound...i wonder when my father had an accident...who is the one who help him...and who is the one who walk away blindly..THANK GOD...YOU send the angel to them...what can i help ? this is still a question mark on my mind...till then i found out the question..i am still an useless freak..MR LEE & MR DAVID & MR YUAN & MRS SHAOYI...don't cycle to school..i'm afraid of losing you all...
and this remind me two years ago that accident...
i felt so useless...
that i couldn't help mr seetoh..
that sound...
forever will be in my mind...
it is so hard to forget all this incident...
the only way is to stop thinking about it and walk on...
tis' the way
soul searching
SAY HI TO ME.
I'M harmless.
Come with me and you will never goes wrong.
I always do self-proclaim, so you get what i mean?
DON'T DESOLATE ME.
DO PERKED ME.
DON'T PONDER, ASK ME WHAT YOU WANT.
REMEMBER MY NAME. MY BIRTHDAY.
I'M THE DEVIL.
"Work hard to achieve, don't procrastinate!"