Saturday, April 14, 2007 @ 7:15 PM
everything just ended after the 8 minutes...
something that is expected ?
or izzit jus happened unexpectedly ?
looking at those worrying faces looking at us when we were on the stage...
make me feel so encouraging...
eventough we didn't win...
anyway that is not important at all...
but i manage to have support from friends...
and i gain a lot...
this few months...
it really worth...
really worth a lot...
i tend to control my temper...
and anyway everything goes smoothly and i didnt even intend to scold anyone...
we kept telling each other after the 8 minutes everything will end...
i really felt very touch...
dont know why...
i really felt very relieved...
we waited for so long and finally the day came...
and now what i wanted to say is that i wanna go back to those days..
we get to stay back till very late...
that kind of feelings..
is GREAT...
only the 9 of us experience it before...
during the process..
we really hope it will end fast..
telling one another how many days left...
but now...
we really hope we will go back to those days...
when we just concentrate on the project...
hack care all the test and homework...
but why i dont feel sad at all ?
izzit because i know everyone is trying their very best...
and we even come back to school on friday night 10PM for rehearsals...
we even spend the last minute together before the day came...
teachers were not so disappointed cause they believe in us...
anyway the compeition goes like this...
we came and waited at the meeting room...
and miss lum help us with all the makeup she have...
went to ACS[independance]...
waited for our turn...
went to weigh in the structure...
afiq and i felt so nervous...
we pray that it will not be more than 18 grams...
when the number was moving..
my heart beat pumps beat by beat..
and it stops at 17.9g !
oh MY GOD !
we are such a lucky bunch of students...
went in and we are not to set up the stage before 8 min...
everybody was so shock...
but this is the rules..
we have to obey it...
so we spend about 3 minute to setup the stage..
there is no electric supply...
eventough we brought the extension wire there is no electric supply anw...
and we found the plug...
i think is we didnt communicate well just now...
i didnt tell afiq after the time starts he should start assemble it...
but anw he help up with all the props..
and went to start on the assemble...
we wear our props...
and the music starts...
this process i think it take about 3 minute...
plus the assemble time is 4min and 30 secs...
it means we left 3 min 30secs...
the act starts
what is in my mind ?
all the images throughout the journey..
every small little things came into my mind...
everything we done from the starting of the lesson...
when me and yuanfong heard the stop time...
we didnt know time flies so fast..
we were all stuck...
STOP !
is such a sensetive word...
we carry on by all means...
when we reach the structure...
they stop all the scoring...
when mr teo and mr lee came up...
i felt as if they were the saviours of us...
they talk to them...
i think rules did not say that the setup of the stage will be in the 8 min...
and this causes us to pack and go home...
but with our determination we continue to put on the weighs till it break...
this process really shows how hard we had work for so many months...
i should have ask everybody to continue with the skit...
but we break the structure and went home...
our structure and withstand 25 kg...
we went back by encouraging each other....
we use to share our dreams together with each other...
and now goodbye !
we will not have a chance to sit together like we did before...
all the jokes you guys use to tell me..
i will always remember it..
this will be part of my memory...
did we disappoint those who had support us..
came from pasir ris to dover just to support us ?
you have been the one for me...
you all make me realised that friendship is so important..
as we move out with disappointment plus a smile...
we didnt let our tears out maybe is because there's friends beside us supporting us...
your presence make us feel that we are the best...
we dont need any medals or prides...
we just want to let everybody know we did our best...
to team member...
we been through lots of hard times...
and even going to freak out in front of everything...
the last night we spend in school was a memorable one...
all our teachers came to support us at the last two hours before the day come...
all the fun we had...
lets promise each other that we will definately will remember the night by hard...
day after day...
time pass away...
we know that the day is going to come...
we really put in alot of effort...
everybody wearing the clothes we went to buy together...
wearing the props that we make ourself...
standing on the same stage...
having the same motive for the day...
and we definately deserve to get applause...
this team changes me alot...
i didnt know that friends is so important...
time is so important...
controling temper is so important...
saying hurting words everyday means alot...
and it changes me alot..
to mr lee and mr teo...
you two were good at nagging..
and i improve my nagging skills...
thanks for :
begging school keys from mr sam...
supporting us...
buying or finding food by all means...
i know that you all spend lots of money on us...
nagging at us...
you two are a very great teacher...
thankyou mr teo and mr david for driving us home...
to mr david...
this project does not concern you..
but you stay back with us for the last 2 hours...
buying food for us at late night...
sending us home at late night...
thanks alot !
to miss lum...
you are very wonderful...
you make us alive..
without you we will not know when to start...
thanks for the coaching, costume and makeup...
and of course the chicken snack...
and i really enjoy myself during the tedious trg..
hahaha !
you were like our mother...
taking care of every small little things...
to mrs teo...
thanks for supporting us...
buying hotdog and bread for us in the morning...
put lipsticks on my month to make me shine...
to all the d&t teachers...
thanks for letting us to mess up your room...
hope that you all will not have nightmare after seeing all the props...
and of course thanks for spending your precious time chit chating with us...
to supporters ...
you all are really a good supporter...
helping us to take our props...
and in the end..
i have nothing to take..
even my bag is taken..
hahaha !
we have lots of fun during the bus trip...
we were looking at the eye of singapore together...
taking pictures of it..
acting as if we are all shuan ku...
haha !
and of course thanks for not luffing at my appearence..
and tolerate my hyperness in the bus...
this is a secret share among us..
to bus driver...
thanks for purposely driving slow when we reach the eye of singapore..
and we actually bluff that we have 30 people...
but is actually have more props than people...
hahahah !
there are moments when i dont know if its real...
we are going to end it lidat ?
all we need to do is to find a way to beg our teachers to treat us...
hahaha !
therefore we went to tampines mall to have lunch..
we paid for our own meals..
but we manage to get a drink each from mr lee...
THANKYOU !
tis' the way
soul searching
SAY HI TO ME.
I'M harmless.
Come with me and you will never goes wrong.
I always do self-proclaim, so you get what i mean?
DON'T DESOLATE ME.
DO PERKED ME.
DON'T PONDER, ASK ME WHAT YOU WANT.
REMEMBER MY NAME. MY BIRTHDAY.
I'M THE DEVIL.
"Work hard to achieve, don't procrastinate!"