Tuesday, April 17, 2007 @ 5:17 PM
everything seems so hard...
i'm as if lost in a desserted island...
wondering around asking for help...
it is just a very simple maths question..
and yet i cry for it...
everybody understand the concept...
but only me...
and i get so frustrated...
don't know why...
maybe because..
i can't believe that i can't solve it...
felt so demoralise...
the next lesson...
i still had that kind of frustrating feelings...
A undeserved punishment...
God took away my talent in maths...
izzit ??
now whatever i do is always half-hearted...
because of the pressure?
no i don't think so...
CONFUSION !
i realise that i lost interest in everything...
no more devotion...
all gone after the compeition...
what actually happened to me ?
i don't know...
i slept too much ?
hahahaha...
weird kind of feeling...
every lesson i feel like sleeping..
hoping the time will stop for me...
yesterday i was thinking that another had gone..
and today another had gone...
i didnt plan it well..
everyday looking at the dead timetable..
hope to change it all to Home Room..
not possible..
maybe after Mid-Year..
all will be Home Room..
looking at the exam timetable...
everything seems to end very fast..
but in real life it doesn't seems so..
tis' the way
soul searching
SAY HI TO ME.
I'M harmless.
Come with me and you will never goes wrong.
I always do self-proclaim, so you get what i mean?
DON'T DESOLATE ME.
DO PERKED ME.
DON'T PONDER, ASK ME WHAT YOU WANT.
REMEMBER MY NAME. MY BIRTHDAY.
I'M THE DEVIL.
"Work hard to achieve, don't procrastinate!"