i am here to wish all teachers a happy teachers' day!!
i felt so regretted again..
for not being with my class throughout today..
i so sorry that i was not there when you all were bully by the express student..
and express student were all so childish!!!
i know the first thing you all think of when they scolded you all is me..
this kind of thing i cant tolerate so do you guys..
when i went over to find you guys..
the first person who told me that people were bad mouthing us..
is javin group...
oh gosh..
when i heard that i was so shock!!
they care about our class alot...!!
so touching lar..
and lots of things happened..
hakim was bully by one grp of girls..
and elaine told me this is the first time he saw hakim so angry..
like going to burst out!!

you know what they say about us??
'' only not educated pple will tend to cheat in the court..''
pls lar is you guys dun have the potential to win..SORE LOSER!!!
anyway i think today event really bond my class alot..
i can see that everybody is protecting each other..
and this is a good sign..
and i love being in the family of NA AND NT STUDENT!!
we really help each other alot..
when some pple bully us...

part of the reason i regret is because i was at the parade square idling around..
when my class mates were suffering from pple's pointing..
if we really going to tell mr lee..
he will definitely say dun care them lar..
but to me..
i will not say that..
i hate pple criticize..
especially criticizing my friends...
regretted wearing the red shirt to school..
because i cant scold anybody..
i need to calm myself down..

had a debrief on all the event..
there's something i want to say..
but maybe is just out of point..
so i didnt voice out..
i think part of the reasons all this happens..
is because of us..
pple are trying to snatch the better job..
and in the end we shouldnt blame the non redshirts..

i feel regretted to make you guys regretted...
if at first i join it..
things will not turn out this way..
a very very bad way..
no turning back anymore...
cos the performance is tomo..
i told clarissa and shuting,
if they are going to bring in outsider to teach us..
if they are going to speak malay to communicate..
if they are not going to turn up for rehearsal...
i will definitely will stop all this..
if i cant stop it, i will be pissed off...
and they will know what to do..
now the problem is nobody is the one stopping and scolding..
they think that the junior will not scold them..
but they didnt know that i will scold them..
why cant we just be like, when i was sec2..
those day we were very bonded with the sec3..
example : now i can talk to joey or other sec4 like a friend..
but now is like..
sec3 have higher position because we have more experience...
i think the sec2 feels that too..
but it just that they dun dare to voice up..
and if it continues like this..
next batch and next batch will follow us..
and there will be no spirit..
so now we should set a very good example treating everybody equally..
talk like a friend..
without any hatred, jealousy and pro...
but the first step we need to do is to look at ourself..
if we cant do, so do not expect other people to do..
is just like selling things to teenager..
if you are selling things that you are not going to buy..
will they buy ?
so ask yourself first whether you can do it before commanding people..

can you imagine that i forgot everything
that happen during those wonderful days with the redshirts...
i finally realized it while i was talking to new redshirt and a pink shirt..
i finally know how i behave when we were together..
and i find it so childish..
i was like shouting at everybody scolding everybody even the teachers...
but now i dun even think i have a chance to do this again..
this is so heartening..
people i hope we will get back to time where we were so bonded..
scolding each other, fooling around and selling crap to each other..
being ethu to do anything..

just being frank..
all i could feel is still hatred jealousy around..
between leader and leader..
people will never learn...
maybe it take times...
found out that this batch and last year batch is full of malays..
i not trying to be racists...
is just that dun take this adv and make it to a disadv..
i mean you have lots of malays friends means adv..
but you misuse it example..
since alot of them is malay..
let just use malay to communicate...
THIS IS SO BAD!!!

misuse authority another factor..
sec 3s all always misuses authority..
i mean cant you all just be humble when you were given a task..
especially the malays..
why do you all have to be like so action in front of everybody..
why must you guys have to show them you were like a leader..
and i thought if you are a leader you no need to show it out..
because you are already a leader...

evil thoughts another factor..
now i having lots of evil thoughts...
i always thought that being with the redshirts is more fun than staying in class with my friends..
but now i would rather stay in class..
stop all those bad example flying into me..
and get myself corroded..
i dun feel like helping up tomo..
maybe i dun feel that kind of spirit anymore..

i think that teachers are not stepping in...
because they think that we can solve this ourself before we can do big business..
if this kind of problem we can't solve between each other..
how are we going to present outside..
maybe some parts because we were like this because we had not enough event or camps..
that will bond us..
and this can be another approach for us..
and all this thoughts is flying around me..

my so called big money is ''$3.30 per person''
which is so pathetic..

MY IDEA..TOP secret!!
haha...hope they like it !!!
TOMORROW!
IS MY BIG BIG DAY..
after 11 tiring lesson which is 3 hours per lesson..
i'm finally gonna graduate..
hope i can earn big BIG BIG money!!
WAHAHAHAHAHA !

Saturday went downtown burger king..
to go DNT !
i think there is a very good place for us to study..
because i can concentrate more rather than at home..
lots of DNT buddies came along.. even from other class..
hahahaha.. we are so open to anybody..
everybody was looking forward to night time..
as we are going to watch fireworks live..
went marina square afterwards..
the foodcourt food was delicious..
and singapore river were right besides me..
this was the most wonderful dinner..
and we were sitting there like a idiot waiting for the fireworks..
at first we tot why would we be so lucky to get this table..
and it start to rain.. all our hope gone..
hahaha..
went walking along the singapore river..
and we went inside the stadium..
it was my first time.. hahahaa..
went sitting beside the merlion..
and it was oso my first time..
gazing up high waiting to see the first spark of fireworks..
in the end..
we only get to see the red clouds..
is not because of the rain..
is we got the wrong information..
but in the end we stay there enjoy the river breeze...
AND KTV TIME...
jolyn look so idiot when she record herself, me and yuanfong singing..

Sunday went downtown burger king AGAIN..
but this time round went with rebecca and yuanfong..
OH YA.
before that i went to reb hse..
and i saw her mother cutting hair for the sons..
so i kpo ask her help me cut..
reb kept saying you will regret..
i was so wrong..
i should have listen to her..
and it turn out so *************!!!!!
same thing we were doing DNT..
after doing all this crap..
my family and i went to celebrate my father birthday..
SALAD PRAWN.. the best..




















































Saturday went downtown burger king.. to go DNT ! i think there is a very good place for us to study.. because i can concentrate more rather than at home.. lots of DNT buddies came along.. even from other class.. hahahaha.. we are so open to anybody.. everybody was looking forward to night time.. as we are going to watch fireworks live.. went marina square afterwards.. the foodcourt food was delicious.. and singapore river were right besides me.. this was the most wonderful dinner.. and we were sitting there like a idiot waiting for the fireworks.. at first we tot why would we be so lucky to get this table.. and it start to rain.. all our hope gone.. hahaha.. went walking along the singapore river.. and we went inside the stadium.. it was my first time.. hahahaa.. went sitting beside the merlion.. and it was oso my first time.. gazing up high waiting to see the first spark of fireworks.. in the end.. we only get to see the red clouds.. is not because of the rain.. is we got the wrong information.. but in the end we stay there enjoy the river breeze... AND KTV TIME... jolyn look so idiot when she record herself, me and yuanfong singing.. Sunday went downtown burger king AGAIN.. but this time round went with rebecca and yuanfong.. OH YA. before that i went to reb hse.. and i saw her mother cutting hair for the sons.. so i kpo ask her help me cut.. reb kept saying you will regret.. i was so wrong.. i should have listen to her.. and it turn out so *************!!!!! same thing we were doing DNT.. after doing all this crap.. my family and i went to celebrate my father birthday.. SALAD PRAWN.. the best..