Anyway thinking through..
i just felt so regretted..
why must i say everything out ?
why cant i just let it go..
like how i always do it..
Now i just feel: None of my business, never ever will become my business and
i'm not going to do anything anymore.
i'm just sick and tired of it..
the more i think..
the more i hate..
why cant we just be like what we be in the first half year..
and now you were telling you form class..
you were so sad about that feedback form..
all started because of you not us ok?
WAKE UP!
and i am gonna wake up too..
i just going to wash my hands..
as i think everybody think i am such a slut..
and please don't make me as one..

whatever i say the teacher is not going to listen..
he always look away listening to others..
izzit my problem or izzit you problem ?
i just dont understand why...

i just want to make yesterday incident clearly..
i'm not cruel, so dont think i am..
i just wan to make it clear with her..
i want her to change the way she teach..
i know i'm harsh..
i hope you all understand..
dont becos of this, hate me..
Sorry, dont blame it all on me..
cos it is neither my fault..
i want to make it clear becos exam are around the corner..
and i dont want to affect anybody studies..
therefore i confront..
why didnt i voice it out earlier?
Because i want to give her a chance and not to sent a death sentence..
i know i am not very calm in fact i am damn boiling hot..
but dont because this and dont let me to tell her personally..
you didnt give me a chance to test my patient..
and i will never learn..
all i want is just a clear explanation why is she doing this..
and i want her to tell us in person..
that is so easily..
dont say i am rude..
i am just voicing out behalf of my class..
and yet you people think that i shouldnt do this to a tcher..
if i not going to voice out,
will she learn ?
no right..
and she will never know how we people feels..
dont put the blame on me, because i know to much problem..

if she gonna know that i am going to confront..
will she hate me?
i hope not..
because it is just a small thing..
and she start to hate not worth right!
CHANGE IT MAN!
or else the whole stream will hate you!
And i will just wait to the day,
eventough it will take the rest of the life..
Please dont walk away.

SUNDAY!
went out to finish all my DNT at BK!
and finally i hang it up to my teacher!
Yuan fong bought a ticket from agneslim..
so we went to Pasir Ris CC to celebrate Mid Autumn..
i was playing with the tattoo..
and Stephine, yf and rebecca were there too..
eat and we wait for the lucky draw..
went home cos we didnt manage to win !

Last saturday..
went to junie hse to do my SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANT'S shoe...
and i had my nails painted RED!
isnt it loud enough ?

Are tchers who gave us the feedback, suppose to read it after we pass it up ?
ANSWER IS 80% NO 20% I DUNNO!
anyway I'm just being honest..
when i am attempting it..
i didn't have any evil thoughts of having all STRONGLY DISAGREE..
whatever they ask i just answer it normally..
but question like: is your teacher enthusiastic in teaching the class..
too be frank..
i put DISAGREE..

after netball...
miss kang came to confront...
she said: are you one of them who circle the disagree column ?
i said: erm erm erm..YA..
she said: why ?
i said:You are teaching too fast..and most of us dont understand that chapter..
she said: but i think we were very slow..and never mind we still have one week..
and i haven even teach finish..
i said: why dont you go ask the rest?
her tone and the way she phrase her sentence is like..
TOTALLY DEFENDING HERSELF..
THINKING THAT SHE IS NOT SUPPOSE TO BE BLAME WRONG..
but i thought teachers should learn to accept things..
and change it to suit us?
or maybe i am wrong..
we should suit them..
as she was telling the whole class..
''i have so many class to teach..i am tired ok?''
and please stop boasting that you are so BIG HEARTED..
and kick that evil sly smile away from your face,
whenever we walk pass your class..
and dont forget..
we have more than six period to attend everyday..
how can you compare yourself with us?
and we didnt even complain that we were tired..
and yet you were complaining to us..
anyway i just regretted not telling her the truth..
i'm just scared that my words will be too harsh for her..
maybe some may think that i scared..
anyway i will said:
miss kang i tot teacher are not suppose to look at the feedback form..
doing this is so wrong..and stop defending yourself? YOU know you didnt do a good job..
and stop denying..
if i'm gonna say this to her..
i will confirm get scolding from mr lee..

sometime pple do not have right to say anything!
and sometimes i really hate that i am holding so much responsibility..
and it will just hold you back..
till i cant have rights to rebel...
really sorry friends..
there's some limit that i cant meet it..
but maybe one day i will just hack care of all the responsibility..
i want to win back the JUSTICES!
i should have a talk with my form teacher seriously..

mr lee say.. teachers complain because they were concern..
but why must they complain to you..
and make you think we were bad?!
i really hate it..
i think that you all shouldnt do this behind us..
and in the end we get scolding?
I JUST WANT TO SAY!
WHY MUST YOU ALL COMPLAIN TO MR LEE ?!

And now i want to make it clear..
if im going to find a homeroom period or extra lesson..
i want to make it clear with mr lee..
why mus she complain to you ?
and turn one big round and scold us ?
and i tot teachers are not suppose to read ?
WHY WHY WHY?!

I'm so touch by mr lee harsh words...
he said: i cover you all up from many things...because i want to build trust among all the teachers..let them think that our class is good..if i going to tell the DM abt the things happen today..maybe today or tomo you all will be cane..if the DM knows that i am covering up for you guys..i will definitely lose my job...i gonna stay with you guys till you all graduate unless something happen to me.. i want to write testimony for you guys before you all leave the school..
in my mind: oh god..he cover for us..HE IS SUCH A GREAT TEACHER.. everything happen like a drama lar.. thanks for everything you done..and pple appreciate him lar..he is doing so much us for us..and yet we didnt repay but we make him more disappointed..WAKE UP..YOU ARE OUR HERO!

Mariah Carey-Hero Lyrics
There's a hero
If you look inside your heart
You don't have to be afraid
Of what you are
There's an answer
If you reach into your soul
And the sorrow that you know
Will melt away

[Chorus:]
And then a hero comes along
With the strength to carry on
And you cast your fears aside
And you know you can survive
So when you feel like hope is gone
Look inside you and be strong
And you'll finally see the truth
That a hero lies in you

It's a long road
When you face the world alone
No one reaches out a hand
For you to hold
You can find love
If you search within yourself
And the emptiness you felt
Will disappear

[Chorus]

Lord knows
Dreams are hard to follow
But don't let anyone
Tear them away
Just hold on
There will be tomorrow
And in time
You'll find the way

[Chorus]

sun set!

my style of hooking..
in the end my umbrella broke..

went to safra to look for food!



arhhh! so long!




NEW STYLE OF CARRYING..CAN YOU BELIEVE MR LEE DID THIS ?
HOOKING THE UMBRELLA ON THE NECK..


DORM C










up down left right..
i think i have some sort of seasick..
i am on land now..
and i can still feel wave coming..
hahaha...
last kayaking course today..
i want to cry..
i didnt take foto with the instrustor..
MUMMY!
best instructor ever..
eventough not so handsome
but DAMN MACHO!
hahaha!
i will miss you!
dont miss me please...
today is more fun than last week..
early in the morning..
i was like boasting in front of everybody..
AHEM!! how you all come ar?
ohya..i come here free lei..
i took the shuttle bus..
and then everybody was like..
ARGH.!
cos mr lee told them dun have shuttle bus service..
but in the morning..
i went there to wait..
while the rest was like looking at that board..
which bus go there..
but in the end..
while i was dreaming..
the NATIONAL SERVICES bus..
drive pass me..
and we run RUN run there!
hahaha
thanks UNCLE!
otherwise we have to take 2.50 taxis..
went down to the sea and kayat..
the wave not so strong..
and did lots of nice drift..
haha..
CHIO SIA!
HENG! i choose the dolphin kayak..
if i choose spinner..
i will be like kept capsizing!
next we have the capsizing and rescue skit..
done by the instructor..
and lunch time...
back to sea..
we are going to do the capsize and rescue drill..
one rescuer and one victim..
me and pohling went first..
she is the victim..
and she damn scared..
hahaa..
I'M HER HERO..
PPL here i come..
haha..
and i manage to save her ?!
HAHAHAHAHA!
the instructor damn scared..
when he is angry
wah!
you will be very scared..
i enjoy swimming the in the sea..
with the flooding device..
hahaa
OMG~!
GUESS WHO IS MY HERO...
the instructor..jareth!!
haha..
actually i dun wanna go up de..
is all the teammates push me up lor..
but is like a bit paiseh lor..
i scared he tot i really admired him..
PUK-ING!
after everyone done..
actually time passes damn fast..
we went on to the deeper side..
and start our practical exam..
we had to do the capsize and rescue drill ourself..
and SHAOWEI.. become my HERO..
while rocking my kayak..
frankly speaking..
i had a hard time..
first time..
the instructor help me..
but in the end..
i forgot to tap the kayak while i was in the water..
wasted..
and i need to do it again..
anw..tap the kayak 3 times to show how confident you are !
second try..
i rmb to tap..
after i tap..
i back flip in the water..
hahaha..
shiok sia..
wanna try it again..
next was to empty the kayak..
my fav..cos i get to float with my legs up..
and i purposely ask shao wei to slow down the process..
so that i can enjoy the scenery..
and next i need to climb up the kayak..
and this is damn tiring..
you nid to try alot of time..
as for me..
i have short leg..
i cant really spread my leg till so big..
and the dolphin is real broad..
and my first try..
the handle hit my ''TOOT''
PAIN SIA!
ROLEPLAY!
now i become the HERO for shaowei..
anw he kept complaining..
WAH AGNES!
YOUR KAYAK VERY HEAVY..
I GOING TO CAPSIVE LE LAR..
anw i am not a good HERO..
the kayak kept drifting away from me..
and after him..
i try to capsize again..
and i cant overturn myself..
and the instructor insist to help me..
at last..
he still help me..
and i capsize..
hahahahahaha!
while shaowei goin to empty the kayak..
i was like floating in front of the kayak and relaxing..
and the instructor scold me sia!
SPOIL!
while climbing up the kayak..
i ask the instructor..
can use other language to communicate with the victim..
and he say yes..as long as not vulgarity..
he ask..HUH ? you scold F ?
and i say no lar..
guai kia!
hahaha..
i oni shout to shaowei..
my ''toot'' pain..
throughout the kayaking course..
that instructor..
kept scolding the girls bimbo!
and he even teach the guys bimbo cheer..
and he do look like GU NIANG!

went on shore..
everybody face look like monkey butt..
all red faces..!
wait for that shuttle bus..
in the end there's no space..
and left four of us..mr lee, huiping, kenneth and me..
so we took 2.50...
i had a red face!
looks nice ?!

some photo dunno when i took it..!
tomo going kayaking again..
and maybe we will be having BBQ at east coast..
i dun feel like BBQing..
i will just sit there talk crap to them!
hahahaha