Tuesday, April 22, 2008 @ 4:42 PM
First you thought that you still have the long way to say goodbye..but now you suddenly realized that it is not going to be a long way...it will be now! At this moment, you are going to say it..no more delay..upon hearing that demising news..no one really expect this will happen..without warning nobody knew what to do..cry or laugh out loud?!neither nor that..we stood there quietly to accept it..this is what a man should do..we had already adapt to the environment with you around..and now you just barely leaving us here..beckon by your other path, which have illuminate for you..what can we do?try (very hard) to adapt to the life without you sheltering for us..it's time to grow up...i just wish that we could find someone like you...helping us forever..never fails to give up on us..but this will never happen..Now i finally realized that emotions is the most hardest things in the world..no one is able to control it, even me!i burst into tears when i step out of the class looking at his back view..i just feel like saying how thankful i was..thanks for everything..
i had not yet telling you what i wanted to say..
there's too much to say..
i was just thinking is it only us crying over it..
and you don't have any feeling about it..
or is it indeed you are crying inside..
struggling hard to tell us..
i guess you have a very valid reason for leaving..and i really hope you will share with us..all the best for everything..i guess you really summon up all your courage to tell us that you are leaving..and now we really need to accept it bravely..anyway i just feel like everything is just like a dream..i really hope he will be the one helping us to write our testimony..we really hope you will see us through it all!but now it is impossible..
i'm willing to do everything to stop you from leaving..
i hope i really can grant myself that wish..this ain't any good news..we don't feel elated when you are leaving..i can't imagine that you are gone!i will treasure this few more week time spending with you...i willing to fix back the losses that i had make..
and i finally know why you so were angry with me this morning..
from the way you talk to me..
i really know how disappointed you were..
this the first time after so much pestering from me,
that person still did not forgive me..
i'm not good a keeping secret..it's just less than at day..i feel so agitated that i can't say it out!Sorry friends!
we must learn the hard way to let it go!
i'm afraid i can't, i may break down anytime..
hope miracle will happen again..
tis' the way
soul searching
SAY HI TO ME.
I'M harmless.
Come with me and you will never goes wrong.
I always do self-proclaim, so you get what i mean?
DON'T DESOLATE ME.
DO PERKED ME.
DON'T PONDER, ASK ME WHAT YOU WANT.
REMEMBER MY NAME. MY BIRTHDAY.
I'M THE DEVIL.
"Work hard to achieve, don't procrastinate!"